The Urge to Dress1

Question
As long as I can remember I love dressing up all feminine but after many regretted purges I find the urge to dress returns. I have now resorted to purging my girlie things to the attic so I avoid the increasing expense of rebuilding my wardrobe. What I’m struggling with is the strength of the urge that comes back. Each time it is stronger. My previous return to I dressing was very intense and I found myself telling myself to get dressed fully fem and go out. I set myself tasks like posting mail or go to a cash point. The girl inside wanted more so I went out in broad daylight for everyone to see me. Shortly after I lost the desire to be girlie me. 8 months on and the urge has returned even stronger. Do others get this series of urges and how do you manage it?